My Shamanic Blog......


I achieve a deeply meditative state , in but moments, by way of the shamanic drum, the rhythmic beat settles the busy mind chatter (typically 12-40Hz) to a calmed stillness (typically 4-8Hz). In this calmed stillness the physical is able to communicate with the spiritual, which is when I ask your requests of me to them.

Please note that:
Shamanic journey outcomes shared represent MY EXPERIENCE at an energetic level, typically METAPHORICAL in format and consequently is NOT INTENDED to be viewed by the client within a literal context, but instead is an invitation for a deepening of insight through reflection and contemplation.


Trauma typically results in soul loss, within this space (of loss) intrusions typically look to avail, over time inviting health complications.

TEARS     I have lost count of the number of heartfelt tears I have shed in light of what I have been shown within a healing session, and as my number of treatments move ever deeper into the realm of 100's I become more aware of similarity in what I am shown, and have come to look forward to seeing a bright yellow flower(s) being my sign of 'healing complete', and that is when I feel assured in that REMEDY has been accomplished in place of RESPITE.

LAUGHTER    both tears of joy and laughter of celebration will just as often burst forth as I witness the beauty of ALCHEMY, the magic of a healing solution offered, which often times fair takes my breath away, and I know that there is nothing else I would rather do than become the hollow bone that offers my client the opportunity of healing seldom if available in any other form.

BEAUTIFUL    the metaphor brought forward to facilitate an understanding of that not understood.


Trauma typically results in soul loss, within this space (of loss) intrusions typically look to avail, over time inviting health complications.


On the evening of 24/2/18 I did a diagnostic journey for Poppy a 12 year GSP concerned as she looked to struggle to stand. Recommended was a soul retrieval and an intrusion extraction session.

Soul Retrieval I was shown an image of when a cliff edge upon which Poppy was walking (which owing to so much rain fall) had collapsed and dropped her to the beach a good 20 feet below, resulting in traumatic soul loss in the hind leg area. This had indeed happened nearly 8 years previously.
Intrusion Extraction 3 intrusions were shown, one looked to be particularly invasive in her back quarters.

  • Soul parts were located and returned
  • Intrusions were located and removed
  • Power animals gifted so that no energetic vacant space remained to encourage further inhabitation

Barely 12 hours later Poppy looked to return to the exuberance of puppyhood, disconcerting owing to her previous fraility of stance. I cautiously celebrated as days became a week and was beyond delighted as her health improvement looked to hold and believe Poppy was too.

However 14 days later my daughter (her co-owner) phoned to say that Poppy looked to have taken a reverse turn. I immediately did a diagnostic journey in respect of Poppy and cried when told that there was no more to be done, that her time had come. As a kindness a transition ally was gifted. The vet confirmed later that day that results indicated it was kindest to put Poppy to sleep, which was arranged for the following morning to allow for goodbyes.     The vet came back a good 12 hours after my diagnostic ally with the exact same prognosis.


Trauma typically results in soul loss, within this space (of loss) intrusions typically look to avail, over time inviting health complications.


On 8/8/19 I was asked by Bertie's owner to see if a shamanic session would provide insight in respect of his decine in health. I journeyed to ask this of Bertie. I was shown an image of a dog repeatedly rolling over to show his abdomen area. When I asked for clarification I was shown an image of my healing ally and also my intrusion extraction ally and heard 'to make me feel stronger than I presently do'.

Healing I was witness to my healing ally working in close conjunction with my intrusion extraction ally, in what seemed a meticulous and lengthy healing session.     After all of our combined efforts I am concerned in that my usual sign of healing completion is not evident, I ask why and hear this healing is a temporary respite.

I straight away do a divination journey asking for insight into why this healing was classed as respite and not remedy. I heard that everything sits within a vacuum and this vacuum makes a steady and reliable home, once in there it is very difficult to remove because of its method of residence. Whilst you can remove in the main at best you can only remove in the part.

Bertie's owner emailed to say that (post the AM. treatment session) he had eaten lots of food that same afternoon, far more than for the previous few days and that he seemed very cheerful and having just returned from an enjoyable walk was now sleeping.

The following day Berties owner informed me that the vet results had just confirmed an aggressive form of lymphoma. The beauty of the shamanic journey was that Bertie was consulted in respect of his wishes allowing his owner to make an informed decision of outcome.


On day 10 of her demise I journeyed to Tam my much beloved whippet, and pour out all the questions that I wish to ask of her and which she patiently answers after which I am shown an image of her and hear, this is how you remember me, but I am now everything you touch, everything you see, as I am now one with all things.

When you feel the rain, I am of her tears         When you feel the wind, I am of her breath
When you feel the sun, I am of her heart         I am now of and with everything.
Although momentary we then looked to energetically connect, sufficient for me to understand and accept.


At the end of a divination journey request in respect of her deceased mother Rosina, I was surprised and delighted when she indicated that she wished to gift me with a token of wisdom for my private use also. My client (her daughter) informed me in that this was so very typical of her mother.

Rosina looked to give me a flower, which looked to have a thorny aspect to it; I heard life is never one thing it is always both, how can you compare if you do not see the contrast, there is beauty and learning in each, do not be deterred by thorns as there is as much to learn of that which is sharp as that which is most beautiful and soft, loving and kind. So when you choose your paths, take the best of both, not all of one or all of the other, take a sample of each as you will get a fuller flavour that way.


I was requested to journey in respect of a much loved recently deceased pet called Bertie. This particular journey was unbelievably rich in the wisdom and insight he offered to his owner in order to encourage comfort I felt.

My vision becomes filled with such a beautiful shade of blue and I watch enchanted as it fluctuates and flows, I hear there is no form no barrier and no frontier. I hear you look to see me in a form I no longer inhabit.

I'm shown an image of what looks to be a snake in the process of shedding its skin. I hear a form at best is only ever borrowed it is on loan, it is never fully owned; a form allows us to experience, to navigate, to be a certain way.

I do not wish for her to reminisce and cry for my return but to accept that as the petals leave the flower I was always going to leave her first and that passing is not a sadness it is just a gift in a different form; our lives could not be more different, I am now outside of everything that governs hers. Tell her I will always be sat in front of her door with my tail wagging awaiting her return.


Shares with me...
I am first shown: an image of ordinary reality: the dissonance of deafening sound is such I shield my ears whereupon he smiles and nods, for him to speak I would not hear him, a cacophony of busy chaotic movement.

I am then shown: a panoramic view of peace serenity and beauty. I hear this is where everybody wants to reach and he points to the chaotic busyness but they get lost in there. They get so lost, disorientated they have no idea whether they are going forward, backward, up or down, but here is where they want to arrive at, and they all think that their busy busy routes will get them here.

I hear: I look at the clients question, I look at what brought them to where they are now, to where they try and intend to get to, then I try to unravel the tangle of knots that represent where they are at the moment in time, that they bring their question to you.

Many would like an answer, do this, do that, but that is lack of sovereignty, its taking away the human power of choice of decision making of them being responsible for their own footsteps so that will never happen, it can never happen; the law of the universe is not allowed to let that happen, at best I can offer advice based upon what I know, what I perceive and what I see.

I hear: I am not here to stroke any egos, I am not here to pat anybodys back, I am here to illuminate the way if they would wish to see it. But for many not having that finite answer to them will just be another cul-de-sac in the tangle that is their life right now. But equally there will be those that my wisdom will hit a chord and they will recognise the truth and they will look to make changes. It is not for us to help each and every person that crosses our path, it is for us to pass on the wisdom, to offer illumination, enlightenment in a given situation; but at the end of the day its their finger on the switch they can either turn it on or they can turn it off.


I asked my divination ally for a comment that may encourage a divination journey request of me. After a few moments contemplation he replied.

Tell them to look the road ahead and to write down what they see and then to ask me a question on what would their experience be if they chose to walk down the road they have just seen.

Everyone has a path along which they would like to tread, but often it is not especially clear to them how to get onto it.

Sometimes a question asked lends itself open to an access point upon which a foot tread can be taken and before you know it they are up on the path; walking along the road upon which they visualised themselves walking.

Visualisation is the first step, their question of me is the second, pass this to your readers.


Client - Why can't I allow myself to feel loved?
I hear she doesnt know who to let people love, because there are so many parts of her, she doesnt know who wants to love which part. I hear she needs to bring herself together, she needs to bring herself to one!

Healing Ally - wisdom offered
She needs to write down all the different masks that she puts on and why, each to be a different leg of a diagram, she then needs to reconcile each and every one of them into the one person, so that there is just one of her, not many which is how she currently views herself, tell her to bring herself back to a state of ONE NESS, she needs to love herself of everything that she knows herself to be and even more for everything she knows herself not to be, that it is the vulnerabilities that people find more endearing and easier to love, especially for those that dont seem to need it.
Tell her to love herself! that to love oneself is step one.


Client - why cant I move on?
I saw a man and women, early 20s, in summer wear, in a canoe. She was using the paddle and he was behind her. She tried to turn her head a couple of times, but he would always motion for her to keep looking ahead.

When it looked as if she was looking back less and less I then saw him quietly move over the side of the canoe into the water and disappear beneath its surface. Not a bubble surfaced and nor did the canoe rock, the woman seemed not to even notice.

I was shown some flowers being gently dropped one by one into what looked like a flowing stream and this woman was saying something before letting go of each one.

Client fed back that, she fell in love whilst at university and during a boys only weekend in France whilst his friends swam he waded, not being able to swim when he stepped into deeper water he had drowned. She had been in England. Now in her forties my client calmed, comforted by the journey outcome and more especially for being shown how she could say goodbye.


Client - Show me my life if I choose to walk in loving relationship with B?
I was shown two wolves attacking each other at the throat, and then I saw each separate and walk in opposite directions.     I was shown a beautiful full moon in the distance a dark clear night and a lone (I felt female) wolf was howling up at the universe.     In the distance I could see a tree silhouetted against the sky line, it was dusk/night, seemingly no life left in it, no leaves, no birds, and no sign of life in any way shape or form. I felt that the tree was bone dry.     I heard he does not hold you in kindness.


Client - What will I experience if I walk in friendship with B?
I see black rolling clouds and torrential rain looks to soak me in but moments.     I am shown an image of a couple awaking; it was clear in that the male was wondering how to get the lady to leave as he wanted to move into his day and seemingly without her presence in it.     I was shown a bottle of milk, a plated meal and a piece of paper with what looked like my clients name on it.     I heard, there can be no friendship between the two, and again I am reminded of the busy road, each of male/female on different sides, walking in opposite directions, with neither a shared glance. I heard they do not even see each other, how can a friendship truly exist in such a circumstance as this.


Literally from the off (post Reiki I and Shamanic Intro) I was totally amazed and in awe of what I would see happening within a clients energetic body. Over time I came to accept that my experience of Reiki looked to be very much Shamanically influenced.

With one client I was shown a hand gently brushing down the front of my clients body with what looked very much like a posy of sweet pea flowers. As I watched I could see that the flowers were turning to grey to black, when all were black I watched as the posy was placed into a jug of water and witnessed the toxicity? draining into the water, the flowers regaining their beauty of colour, the black looking water was poured onto earth.

What a beautiful way of removing toxicity from the heart location of the body.


The colour of a flower
Yellow: is hopeful / uplifting                         Blue: signifies that healing is underway
White: that there is nothing more to be done      Red: is alarm

Single flower is a signpost, look at its condition
Bulb: stocking up for re-growth/rejuvenation       Vibrant: health is fine
Wilting: body under siege                           Thorns: indicate aggression of illness
Dying: body over burdened                         Whether a flower is shown open or closed

Mixed flowers provide a more whole body approach
A bunch of flowers has greater significance than a single stem, greater potency
Size of bouquet, as the greater number of flowers, the greater the healing

I saw a daisy type flower, I saw something being sucked up the stem to the head of the flower, I then saw all the petals release and float away. It reminded me of energetic intrusion extraction, but in place of an energetic entity being removed, it was an illness extraction i.e. sucked up through stem, then released by the dispersing of the petals.

The above is an extract from a divination journey in respect of flowers (2011) if shown within a treatment.


My life has had its difficulties, challenges, bumps and hiccups that were all to often all consuming. There was a time where I felt it was the wounds of my experiences that truly described who I was whereas now I see myself as the sum of a great many wounds healed.

It started off as just another day, but come evening I was going to have my life changed in a way that I could never have imagined nor envisioned.

In the space of what seemed a single moment I looked to co-exist in two realities, my physical self in one and my spiritual self in another. I felt I had a choice to make and depending on that choice my life would change, each would have a profound outcome, one for the better the other I suspected not.

I had never heard of the terms disassociation or Dark Night of the Soul, but came to know them both intimately. At an intuitive level I knew that I should not be alarmed, but rather patient, that I was being healed at a level inconceivable to me at that time.


As I followed the recommended shamanic journey methodology, I was amazed in that initially I looked to journey in 3 age aspects of self, toddler, teenager and young adult; said configuration looked to become the norm that first year.

Whilst I was not privy to see the exact healing process used on each of my earlier age aspects, it would however appear that play was involved with my toddler self, the acquiring of trust with my teenage self and courage with my adult self. I took the stance in that due to the volume of healing I required together with my advanced age suggested that for expediency the stack and pack approach was probably a wise call.

In truth I would say that others probably detected an awareness of change before I did and I say this because I became aware of change within myself as a result of awareness of change toward me of another(s). A lifetime of toxic outlook I guess requires a gentle change process so as not to overly alarm.

Today I feel the truth in that for every shamanic step I take, my allies will increase in number and take two. I more fully understand that shamanism is a partnership and that whilst assumption will take you nowhere, integrity of question and request will.


In the simplest of terms, it is allowing me to experience life,from a healed/ healing perspective

  • As ever more wounds are healed I ever feel myself change, and know that others sense/see this also
  • The more I heal the greater my capacity for compassion of self and another(s) grows
  • To be gifted awareness of the story behind a wound, is often as healing as the wound itself
  • It saddens me beyond measure to realise how some of my wounds were acquired or have been perpetuated
  • It brings forward understanding of how shamanism has survived 400,000 years as a healing discipline
  • Not least, it has brought magic into my life (literally!) and the knowing that I do not walk on my own.


when one is ready the teacher will show. Over the next few months and years I learnt that the label teacher is a pseudonym and my life story became a Shamanic adventure of epic (by my standards) proportions. Today I feel nothing but blessed in that my training as a Professional Shamanic Practitioner means that I can share so much (healing) magic with you.


In truth it was purely for continued healing of self and my children, as Shamanism works on the principle of healing ancestral wounds as well as self wounds; meaning that my children would not carry my unresolved wounds forward.

Having done a couple of Shamanic Courses previously and healed to a degree, it became apparent that in order to move more deeply into my own healing, I required a teacher with whom I held respect and would feel safe. Simon Buxton Director of The Sacred Trust was my preferred teacher and the 3 year professional shamanic practitioner course I felt would provide the requisite teaching structure. Acceptance onto this world renowned course is by successful application only.

The first module showed me that in the face of unbelievable multi-sensory experiential outcome my fear of course failure was fractionally greater! Each subsequent module required the earlier one as a stepping platform, each bringing forward scepticism, doubt and disbelief on my part, completion in contrast to yield awe, amazement, appreciation and gratitude.

I no longer hold that this course will ever become simple or ordinary. I also doubt that any similar course would demand such diligence and rigour of experience and outcome. Accreditation is not guaranteed any more than acceptance was. Endeavour required on my part (always) to become the very best hollow bone that I can be. The truest of instrument so that healing can come to you through me.


From my bringing her home for the first time, Mollie vomited literally the whole one hour journey. As she reached 8 months, despite all of my best efforts, literally within minutes of a car journey she would be violently sick. The only difference with age was vomit volume. I despaired of finding a solution, being totally averse to toxic medication and so by way of an experiment I did a shamanic journey to my diagnostic ally to ask if there was anything that could be done.

Diagnostic journey outcome brought forward that Mollie suffered from acute motion sickness the like of which she would never grow out of, the treatment suggestion was the gifting of a Power Animal.

The treatment journey brought forward DOLPHIN. When I asked why? I was shown an image of a Dolphin gently floating atop of an ocean swell.

I will own that I was so very sceptical, but to be honest was driven to give it a try. As per shamanic process the energetic qualities of Dolphin were energetically gifted to Mollie. The following day a fairly lengthy car journey resulted in only saliva wetness around her muzzle. The next journey not even that. Mollie has never been sick again and now owns the whole of the back seat, no more the tiniest corner. That one shamanic treatment was a life-changer for us both.


In October 2013 I attended the International Council of 13 indigenous (shaman) Grandmothers, whose life work is to try and restore Earth balance and harmony through intention and prayer. Each year and country in turn, they come together to share their wisdom, luck was with me in that it was being held in Nepal at the exact same time that I was there. I was beyond awed to be in their auspicious company. For those of you that have experienced a shamanic treatment with one practitioner, try and imagine the energy in the space with having 13! Take it from me, it was a memory that will never erase.


I love that (after treatment) moment when I am able to ask the ally Im working with a question (or three!) usually along the lines of is there anything else you would like to share with my client? Magical is the only word that comes to mind!

Words of wisdom brought forward for one of my clients being:

Broad shoulders doesnt mean that he has to overburden them, just to see how strong they are! tell him to be more mindful of the rest of the structure upon which that weight will fall. That the skeleton is a complete compound you overburden one aspect of it, it will have a knock-on effect with the rest. Tell him to be more mindful of what he puts upon his shoulders, to be more mindful of the weakest link, which looks to be the knees, tell him to walk with a bit more care, otherwise he will soon need my services again.


Mine with my compassionate, loving, enlightened spiritual allies - yours with me.

I am continually reminded to ask for help when needed, not to assume it will be offered!

I pass that advice forward, I warmly invite that you ask through me of my allies - for their otherworldly insight into what is needed for you in this moment.

HOW DOES THAT LOOK? To start your healing journey it just requires your request that I do a diagnostic journey on your behalf, after which I would request consent to carry out the recommended (energetic level) shamanic treatment offered forward. Your self-governance is honoured at every step within this methodology of healing.


Post completion of a client treatment, I asked if there was anything my healing ally could share, on a personal level for me. I heard 'again I will draw your attention to the sands of time, that each and every day they fall through from what is ahead of you to what falls behind, there is not always the time available to continue considering how you would like your life to look, who you would choose to share it with, so to maybe visualise the sand-timer and to recognise that sometimes you need to make a change of footstep now rather than later!'